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Doing Things Just For Yourself
Doing Things Just For Yourself is not something to think about but rather how do you things for youself. By taking care of yourself. Have you ever been in a relationship where as the other potential partner is not so invested to you. And then you realize, why do I like unemotionally avaliable guys. Its not why I like them. Is their intelligence always attracted yourself from their image.
The more I realize hearing from my friends at koto club. If he’s Not invested in me or not. Theres no need to text back.
Literally, my friends told me to stop doing. As coming forward, I was going buy a cute pink flowerely bag yesterday. I didn’t. I felt I would be questioned by my mom or my current boyfriend maybe.
Instead, I bought a flowery earrings to remind myself to not buy anymore things. I tried them on, but eventually I lost that excitement.
Yesterday, I wore a top that was different. He told me it looks good. But for me it wasn’t enough answer. I was just gradually disappointed. He kept on looking at his phone. It was like neither he was not invested in me. I think for now I just do the three day rule to not be invested to him.
And then when I got out the restarant, he asked me why I was walking slow. I walked slow, so I wont fall.