Nothing is complied
But just
The sigh
Of a gloomy rain,
Thats breathes us to
The need of more water
For things that I see
Everyday…
In my little window,
Theres just a brightness in the morning
Of a white light
That shines the objects around
And the living things
…
The longer I’ve Listen,
I ended up crying
To breathe my bottomless pit
That pieces that were once
Overflowed
I felt like I had to piece myself within it
A heart that was beaten before,
A dream like imaginary wish, was viewed upon my
Uncertainties with thorns like roses
That burst into the unknown future
Yet, all I can do is keep on improving
My steps little by little
And pursue that wish
Again.
No matter how much times…
My mind mentally,
Was just remembering just a comment
While I was on live,
That commenter said Are u drunk?
Yet, I’m Not
Its just that I was doing the live for 8 hrs
And I get dehydrated thats all,
Because I believed that I should’t spend any more
Like…
I find myself deciding
The things that I wanted
But I learned sometimes
As things get older,
That part of me
Wants to relive myself
To go back
And face myself
In that situation
Of what I could have done
Better..
Now turning point of 22
I, alone found
Content…
I started to learn to live sell,
Within this month,
I learned I had to come
Through deficits
Although it was bad as it can be,
It reluctantly gave me happinesss
To learn to enjoy what was I doing before
christmas comes…
I seek was not able to find
That realm
That countered my despair
Yet all it seems to be floating
In my small little head,
That was in confusion,
Of the right and wrong…
just a flower full of wonders. Trying to self - resolution for my boredom
