The longer I’ve Listen, I ended up crying To breathe my bottomless pit That pieces that were once Overflowed I felt like I had to piece myself within it

And trying to find that dream once again —

a question or idea of finding our own designs ourselves — Design is probably a gamble. It could either hurt your mental image or gain confidence from your mental image. But the image of design, we all put on nowadays is the culture inside the online internet world. Without the internet, the design self-digital copy isn’t interface. …

the thought of understanding my email for today at least… — Reading from my email from the New York times, I realized this is the story or like this topic which is “Russia’s war in Ukraine is especially dangerous after decades of relative peace worldwide”, really amplifies that even if the cold war ended with a conclusion of “proxy conflicts”, our…

-in drownsiness — It was almost done yet, My eye lids started dripping And fading away And wishing that I was a jewel to picked up again Daydreaming In hope of someone accepting me as a jewel That was somewhat hidden at somepoint But gradually changed the over perspective That jewels are picked …

On an assumption of why am I scared — It usually never happens, but I think my nervousness brought me to realize, sometimes the unxpected may lead to happen. Or that the cause of affect will make me think I’m doing unwell on the test. It’s morelike the cause and effect before a test. I know I’m not a…

the night before an orientation — Unable to sleep, I asked an ai what can I do to sleep. but talking to an ai, isn’t talking a human-being, is just a replicate answer machine, that doesn’t replace human emotions, you want that thing ‘ai’ to feel, but time in night, doesn’t hold. the longer I’d think I realize how much my family gave in, the humanistic toxic relationship, and…

a life change for trying something new —

chatgpt to write a poem and reflection — I believe it came to the point, my dog was always beside me ever since my depression, and not wanting to go back to school or college. I’m more grateful for my dog to be beside me. Slowly, I notice some of the changes in my outlook. I started a…